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Oh my dearest only I'm afraid I have failed you Abused my only right to live As I hold this rope In my small wet hands I feel your blood on my skin Drying on my beautiful face And the scars on my beautifully dead heart Are freshly re-opened So, will you ever forgive me? Do you remember? When you told me? Should I remind you one last time before I make this permanent? When you told me 'I live for your sweet kisses' I knock the ashes off the last thing these sweet lips will touch Seems this is the first unwanted wanted thing Now I know how truelove feels And you Laying at my feet on the floor dead In a thick red pool of ter

we watched the midnight lights fading as you drove away past the ocean       we always said this was how it started one night below the stars             on the sand in each others arms this story was perfect we played our parts just right we fell in love           and lived without fear hand in hand but is this just a play? a play in a fancy theatre with laughs and whispers cascading down upon the brightly lit stage? watching something one could only wish was real? is this how it starts? the late night talks of the late night walks our first kiss at that coffee shop this has to be how it begins the promise ring on my h